The word kept in my heart for a year finally i told her. Actually i expected that answer but i still will feel sad?

I hate the word "sorry"!! Don't ever let me hear 1more time!!

Sometime i prefer live in the world that is virtual, at least i could have what i want, and i was so sad that u told me a little bit or very little bit also dun have that kind of feeling, its killing me.

Yes, today is a special day, 1000years onli one time. 101010 and it is rili special day for me!! I hate it!! And i tell myself, i'm a lone ranger, from now i won't care other ppl's stuff anymore!!

I'm a deadman now, no feeling, no pain..