Stdy for 3weeks d, before i enter university i was so spirit say i wan to stdy hard and get the external paper for SOA, but after the 3week, dunno y my spirit is gone, juz feel very lazy, mayb u r nt here, last time v r in skol, when i c u i will bcome so spirit to stdy, cozs i wan to giv u the best future, but nw u r so far from me, and i noe that in ur heart stil got him.

2day i dun have class anyway and i promiss myself to stdy, at last i did ntg, sometime i rili feel myself so useless. The time im in tutorial, i was so scare i was called to answer the question, cozs at there i felt that i was a blank paper but others all did well, i lost my confident!!

Here is university d, no one can help me anymore, no tuition, no classmate that will help me, i noe im alone, but i will fight for it until the end, believe me, if one day i was success, i will give my erithing to u and tell u that "I love U!", but nt the guy like me nw.