One Step Further

Tomorrow have to start work already, no longer can slack at home and lying on the bed at the afternoon. But is a good thing since i had finished my pocket money and i have to save money to go trip.

Next trip to Pulau Tioman with my bear, really can't wait for that, just feel excited. Watch sunset together, hand hold hand walking on the beach at night and looking at the star. This is what i dreamed.

Pulau Tioman my next target!

Just failed my paper, the time i see my result i really feel extremely sad, in the mouth said that i was expected but the feeling of failed in my paper the feeling really not that nice, and it also my first time fail in the exam.

Have to find my new aim, never defeated because of failure, i will find my way to success. This is nick's rulez.

God bless me. =)

以前的我，都是对爱情这两个字又爱又恨，恨的是一直找不到我要的，爱的是很想很想被人爱的感觉。

从不知哪一刻起，就是和你在一起的时候觉得很舒服，有时候听你说你和她的时候就不竟的酸了，开始关心你的一切，可是就不敢去爱。我怕这一切对你的都是一厢情愿，所以也没多想什么，慢慢的慢慢的，不能再骗自己了，对你的感觉也越来越深，也对你说了。当你告诉我你和我的感觉那一刻你知道我有多开心吗？

好想这种感觉就永远不会消失，就让我牵着你的手直到永远。 <3

Enjoy my life right now, but in the mean time of enjoying will feel worry also, will there is one day that i will lose all the thing that i have now? Don't really care about it right now, i just want together with you, love you. =)

Sometimes i hope that i was closed in a box, closed in a dark space, living in my own world, maybe i will felt lonely, at least no need to think others thing.

God please tell me what should i do, i got no idea what should i do.

Maybe i should run away? Lose all my courage and just feel like want to run away.

有时好想好想去好好的爱一个人，哪怕是那么的一天。有人说不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有，这句话我觉得很对，好过从来没有吧。

以前，都会想，就算她骗我都好，就那么一天说爱我。好傻吧？我就是那种傻傻的人。

以前，都会想，如果我有个漂亮的女友有多好，别人都会羡慕。可是美女真的好吗？

以前，会想一大堆无聊的事，如何去讨好她。

以前，无论多晚都会等，就是为了听到你很好，听见你的声音。

以前，无论做了什么，都会和你先说对不起，没有为了什么，就是怕你生气。

以前，每当听到你说你生病了，都会担心一整天，宁愿病的是我，因为你生病我会更心痛。

好多的以前，过去了，明白了一些道理，不对的人，无论你做得再多，都是没用的。

你在哪？真正属于我的你出现了吗？

一个人会累，不要等到我累了才出现好吗？

From a incident then I know that money is easy to lose but not easy to gain. Since the way that i'm doing right now is not the right way, before i drop, i must wake up myself and change my direction. Learn from the experiences.

Never give up. U can do it!!

Take it or leave it. - Nick.

突然醒了，就有个感觉想写。

有时候觉得自己很天真吧，真的以为所谓的爱情真的是你对一个人好，爱她就好了，就那么简单。活了二十年才知道错了，好想问自己你能再白痴一点吗？

算了吧，这几天心情真的超差的，好几天半夜没睡，在别人面前都不敢露出来。像我这样的男生不会有人喜欢的啦，不要再去想了。有时真的在想，如果用冰可以封了我的心有多好啊，让我没有感觉，不会再对别人有感觉，乖乖的一个人生活就好了。

决定了，真的不会去想什么爱情了，这些东西都不属于我，习惯一个人就好。

Had a very nice trip with my friends at Kuantan for 4 days and 2days 1 night at Genting.

Here we go for first day, on the first day, took bus at 0930, reach there around 1230 and my friend came to fetch us and had a very nice lunch, curry mee at 'Hai Yan'. Heard from my friend that shop is famous with the curry mee and there is super many ppl if u go at the morning. After our lunch den we go to the beach, Teluk Cempedak, and the view at there is super duper nice, the sea water is so clear that can see through the water. So sad is the bridge to the Teluk Cempedak 2 (TC2) is broken down and we cant go there bbq and have to change our location to bbq. Then at night, my coursemate family was treat us eat dinner, that time was super many dish and we also cannot finish it. Then after the lunch, after bear (coursemate) took the camera, then our photo session is start, we went to TC again, play water at there. The night view at there is so so so nice, alot of star on the sky, we play crazily at there and took alot of photo also.




On the second day, we went to Rainbow Waterfall, the sad thing is we have to wake up on 0300 and reach there 0500, and we cant try the famous lembing tauhu cozs have to go waterfall by 0630 and that time the stall was haven open. We took 1 hour jeep go the half of the hill and start jungle tracking for 30mins. The worst things is we wear sandal go climb the rock, it was suffer enuf. The road is so slippery and we have to cross the river also, we have to hand hold hand to walk through it, it was a very good memorable memories. Once we reach the top, the feeling is so nice, cant use a word to describe on it, looking on the rainbow appear on the waterfall, and for sure our photo session again. That time lying on the rock and looking the natural view, is feeling good. But one thing not nice is my leg got leech, but as expected also. We get down the waterfall by 1400. Then at night, we go for movie, Scream4, it was a scary movie, for sure the gal is shout crazily when the killer stab the people.

Third day, went for a breakfast, the mee call 'lai fun', also a famous food at there, but i'm not really interested on it. After the breakfast, my friend drove to Kemamat, juz to travel around and it took 2hour go and back. Kemamat jz a place at the south of Terengganu, then for sure alot Malay food like keropok lekor, otak-otak, etc. After that we went for a movie, Fast5, nice movie, drift. After the movie then we start prepare the thing that we need for our bbq. Bought alot of things for our bbq, chicken wings, snack, soft drinks, chicken ball and etc. At night, had bbq at Batu Hitam, the weird things is we are the only chinese at there, looks funny also. Took alot of photo also at there, at night blowing the wind and having our food, looking to the sky, the feeling is comfortable.

Forth day, went to Genting, went in the early in the morning, 0800 wake up den depart from my friend hs. Reach there already around 1200. Check in to hotel, play poker for a while den have our lunch at Kenny Rogers and what i can say is the service at there is sux!! After that went back to our hotel, since we all are exhausted and we all went slp. Rest for few hour, and here we go to watch the firework, and that is the reason that we came here also. That time i was thought we got no luck to see the firework since is raining that time, luckily the firework is still on. After the firework then we went for our dinner, steambot buffet, we eat till so so full, all of us eat until cant move. Still left alot of food at there then we run away since if leftover more than 100g den RM4/100g. After that we go the Snow World. We use the snow at there to freeze our friend, when the snow put at ear it was freeze and u can feel ur ear is not there anymore. We have our snow fight also, and for sure we always gang bang our pity ckiat. After the snow world den we go to bowling and sadly i almost the least score for the game and lastly we go Starbucks for our coffee and when the wind is blowing and we drinking the ice blended coffee, the feeling is numb and freeze. After that then we went bek to our room, me and bear went slp and the another 3 is playing poker.

Last day, after we had our lunch den all seperate to go home. It really a super nice trip, play crazily at there and it will be the unforgetable trip for me.

Will upload the photo soon.