One Step Further

After suffer for 2month waiting my STPM result, the day is come, on 25 Feb its my 'big day'. I applied leave on that day to get my result, that day was my company celebrating Chinese New Year, but i have to choose either go work or go take result but i choose to get my result, i was so so worry bout my result, the 2 days before it i really can't sleep. I worry that i will get a very bad result since i knew that i done many mistake in my exam.

On that day morning, i went to Jabatan Pendaftaran to apply for new identity card since many of my friends are complaining my identity card is so so 'nice', the picture also can't see clearly my face already. Around 8.30am i reach there and i used 30min to finish all those things. But in my plan, i though i will be took a long time thats why i go there so early, after that i got no place to go since my result will come out on 12pm, then i ask my friend outing. The time of waiting is like very very long, one hour like waiting for whole day.

Then around 12.30pm only me and my friends go to school to take result, but the the time we reach there, is such of frustration that our class teacher got class to teach, we have to wait until 1.40pm to get our result. Me and my friends can only sit at there and see people get result, the feeling is so sucks!! At there, some of the people was so happy and some of them are crying. A part of them aim for perfect score bt can't archieve it.

Finally the time was come, i was holding my result on my hand, my hand was shaking, i really don't know what to do that time, i was so scare once i open my result and i saw those 'C', once opened it, i saw my first subject, pengajian am was get an A, i was so suprise, i was never expect that, but lucky all the subject was above B. Cause the criteria to get the course that i want at least must get cgpa 3.0 and above, i was so happy that i was a step nearer to my dream, and i want to thank a person, that person changed my life, is because of her make me got the momentum to study. I wan to say that whatever happen in the past just forget it, i hope she can find her happiness and also the future that she want.

Just feel the time pass very fast, its a month i work, i found that study is more comfortable, finish class just around 2something in the afternoon then can take a nap, but now working, whether you feel sleepy or not, you also have to work. 


Sometime i will feel down in the company since there is no friend at there, maybe working environment is like that, always have my lunch alone. Nothing can do then i will sms my friend, and i felt that i need you more now, its diff feeling than in school that time, its kind of feeling that cant use a word to explain it. 


All of my friends also busy-ing with working, then feel like all of us have a gap between us, its not the feeling like last time anymore, without felt stranger but now it is. I think is our time together is less and lesser.