I really got no idea what i should do, it getting harder for me to continue, cozs i knew that watever i do u wun saw it. Sometime i really felt frustrated, am i the type of guy that so so not outstanding that u wun saw me at all. Haiz..

So long never update my blog and nw i brieftly describe my uni life. Its one week of MMP ( Minggu Mesra Pelajar ), during that 1week, we can only sleep for 2hour eriday, and during that week, i can feel myself is floating on the floor, and fall asleep even im standing. Then we got no time to bath also, even take our lunch or dinner also nid to be very fast. But during that week, our senior rili so care for us and try to help us to get more time to rest, really appreciate that.

After MMP den our kuliah started, is very diff from secondary skol life, v have to find our place to go, and no ppl will tell u where to go. Then the lecturer also blah blah blah infront den ask u go dl the notes. Then some class also very far from each other dewan kuliah, den v have to rush.

Then tis week i can say got happy and not happy things also, happy things is i grow up d, i can independent by myself, the sad things is again, i miss u so much, bt eri time try to closer to u u will push me away. PLEASE dun push me away, i noe im nt enuf good, i try to improving myself, i will try my best to give u the best future. Anyway, i see u happy i also will feel happy, mayb u still love him, cant say mayb i think, its the truth, but i jz wish u can live happily, i didnt request anythg from u.

Then i will stdy so hard to achieve my dream, GO GO GO!!

Its the time

Time to leave my home d, and the sad things is u going so far, maybe we dun have much chance to meet anymore, hopefully u wun forget me. U will never though the people that i miss is u, cozs in ur heart got another him, its ok cozs i noe i can't give u anythg, as long as u happy den enuf. =)

Mom i will miss u! and my lovely home also. And i will miss u also, i noe u wun miss me, gambate ba, ur journey will be get harder, i will always be ur side.