One Step Further

Sometimes i was thinking, maybe is my attitude problem, too serious also not a good thing. Exam is around the corner, next week already study week, i still busy hang out with my friend, i also don't know what i want from myself. Maybe result not important for me anymore? Last time i work so hard to get good result just want to get attention from u, but there is no point i continue to do that. I'm always talking crap.

I got no direction right now, maybe someday i will meet the one who give me my destiny. Or maybe my fate is to be alone. I'm admit that i'm the kind of person that looking for perfection, thats why until now i still single. Let's the god decide then, i also not very clear what in my heart, maybe i should stay distance from u? Heaven know.

So now what? Enjoy first and die later? Undecide.

Finally almost finish my 2nd sem, still have another 2weeks then my study week. For me, this sem rili wonderful, full of fun. At first, our hang out group will hang out every week, mainly on Wednesday, having a lots of fun, go eat a lots of things, sing k eri week.

Just sad about one thing, shud have trip this week to Genting, but due to some problem, den have to cancel it. Hopefully the Kuantan trip will on, cozs i love beach so so so much. I wan to have BBQ!! So long never try the feeling of lying on the beach at the night and blowing the wind.

Another sad thing is final coming, but i haven start to study, really wait die only. Then i having external paper soon, sometime i also duno how to divide myself to study. Really have to manage my time well. Btw, enjoy first!!

Our 'You Yi Tiao' gang! Friendship forever!!

Finally my mid sem was finished, was quite happy that the paper is not that hard that i thought, maybe i'm not get very high score in the exam, but at least i will not fail in the exam.

Maybe i'm not really care my pointer, i'm not want to get the first in my study, i just want to gain knowledge, the result? I'm dun really care.

The following week will be a very busy week for me, presentation, prepare for final, the last, exam P. I'm not sure i can do it anot, but i will do my best. I believe that nothing is impossible. Sometime i know that i was overconfident, but without confident u don't have any succeed chance.

Fight! Fight for my life!

Another paper down. Don't know how my result will be but what i sure is i had did my best, no regret.

Next paper will be the bio paper, quite a long time didn't stdy bio and it will be hard time for me. 2days more, shud be can finish if i can concentrate. Don't think others anymore, just focus!!

The forward month also will be busy month, after my mid sem paper, next is final, then external paper. I can't delay on my external paper anymore, i will register for May. I will make sure i will do it the best, i will serious this time.

Sometime i will think that how are u there? Without me shud be nothing for u rite? I will live on my own, I will live happily, don't worry.

Happy go lucky!!

Still in the exam season, i think only left our course still have mid sem exam on this time, but final coming soon also. I feel i was not enuf time, i plan to take exam P on May but my final finish on end of April.

2more papers on next week, but i haven start to read. There is mountain of thing that i have to read and memories, it sound great rite? Maybe i going to fail it. Still got another 4 week lecture den i officially finish my 2nd sem lecture. Time pass so fast and i going finish my first year with nothing. Sounds funny.

Btw, work hard!! Gambateh!!