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Got a long time didnt touch my blog. Maybe just busy of working. Working life is just bored, everyday repeating the same life, sometime will dreamed that i could do my own business, but just a dream, dont have the courage to do that.

So fast worked for 2 months d, just remember the first day i work, feel like alone at there, but now get familiar with the environment, got friend at there. Cant use 'Enjoy' this word to describe my job, but at least now wont so bored at there, got people talk with me, but the sad case is she gonna leave the company very soon, Tuesday was her last day already, and my supervisor no long at my floor, just leave me alone at that floor. But its ok for me, since this is my last month at there.

This time work, really learned alot at there, my supervisor was teaches me patiently. Remember first time i hear 'vlookup' this term, i was opened my eye so big, and got alot questions mark in my head, first time use it in excel, maybe i done many mistake also, but i was learned from the mistake. Learned alot in excel, using pivot table, did data analysis, all was my first time in my life, first time feel the real working environment.

Other than that, so fast, 3 months passed for my holiday, is the time need to go back to university already. Actually i was nothing to worry about, just waiting the time to come, first thing maybe i had you, you will always there with me, then second is i want faster finished my study then i can archive higher position in my life, can work harder in my work. Maybe sometime i was in hurry to think that to build a family of myself, nothing much, because it was a dream of me from small, with my loved one. Maybe sometime i give pressure to her, she was still struggling with her past, she was not ready, but i will always be her side. Beside that, almost 3 month didnt see her already, miss her so much. Another one month to go, i will wait patiently. And one more thing, 2 months already, me and her, do you feel the feel of happiness with me? Still learning how to love a person, learn how to give and take, but the thing i sure is i will use my heart to treat you, never let you get hurt. =)

Just want to say, everyday is a new chapter in our life, most important is live happily and appreciate the people around you and your family.

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Time pass so far, another 2 more months then reopen school again. Worked for a month and start to use to it the working life, everyday wake up go work and finish work then go home sleep, the life is keep repeating. Nothing special bout the working life, but the happiest moment is when you see your bank account was added some amount.

Just talk about this few days ago, my bear was went for vacation, i got no idea why i have been so moody. Maybe i was missed her too much. By the way, now the sweet feeling is back, next time i wish to go vacation with my bear, just want to have a sweet sweet moment with her. I know she like island so much, and our plan, the next year sem break, Pulau Tioman!! Wish to see sunrise and sunset with her, wish to holding her hand and walking on the beach.

Beside that, i have to work hard to find the way that my future should be, trying hard to find my direction, i wish that i can do the thing that i interested and for sure, we can't denied that our life need moneys, alots of moneys, other than interest we have to think about our life expenses also.

Work hard, for my future, and our future.

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想你了。晚上一个人没有你就觉得很不习惯,已经是一种依赖了。我的熊熊,你感觉到我在想你吗?

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Time pass very fast, i was worked for one month already. At the beginning i was felt that i was so suffering with my job but now i can handle it and i found out that work at there i can learn alot and gain my experience also. Well, it can help alot in my future too.

Until now i also undecide what i want in my future, even though i wan chose my course in my uni, but i not sure that i was really interested with it anot. Nothing can do, i was so easily change my mind, just can wait the time pass and i will find out what i want.

As the time pass, i feel myself have changed alot, i learned how to care one person, how to love one person, together with her, i was so happy. Many people said me that i was so cool and i don't like to talk, but with her, i can talk the whole day. Don't know why, maybe she's the only one. I will work harder for my future and also her future. The only thing that i so sure is we will forever.

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Long time didn't online also, busy with working, everyday wake up at 6am, quite a long time didn't wake up that early. First day work at there, the feeling is like ignored by everyone, everyone was busy doing their stuff and i like do nothing at there.

Just like a year ago, work like a machine. Today the exec also make a joke with me, pick up the paper, cop, and write something on it then it was done, keep repeating. Boring!!

Have to suffer 2 months. 6 more weeks to go. Gambate!!

Work

Tomorrow have to start work already, no longer can slack at home and lying on the bed at the afternoon. But is a good thing since i had finished my pocket money and i have to save money to go trip.

Next trip to Pulau Tioman with my bear, really can't wait for that, just feel excited. Watch sunset together, hand hold hand walking on the beach at night and looking at the star. This is what i dreamed.

Pulau Tioman my next target!

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Just failed my paper, the time i see my result i really feel extremely sad, in the mouth said that i was expected but the feeling of failed in my paper the feeling really not that nice, and it also my first time fail in the exam.

Have to find my new aim, never defeated because of failure, i will find my way to success. This is nick's rulez.