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Time pass very fast, i was worked for one month already. At the beginning i was felt that i was so suffering with my job but now i can handle it and i found out that work at there i can learn alot and gain my experience also. Well, it can help alot in my future too.

Until now i also undecide what i want in my future, even though i wan chose my course in my uni, but i not sure that i was really interested with it anot. Nothing can do, i was so easily change my mind, just can wait the time pass and i will find out what i want.

As the time pass, i feel myself have changed alot, i learned how to care one person, how to love one person, together with her, i was so happy. Many people said me that i was so cool and i don't like to talk, but with her, i can talk the whole day. Don't know why, maybe she's the only one. I will work harder for my future and also her future. The only thing that i so sure is we will forever.

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Long time didn't online also, busy with working, everyday wake up at 6am, quite a long time didn't wake up that early. First day work at there, the feeling is like ignored by everyone, everyone was busy doing their stuff and i like do nothing at there.

Just like a year ago, work like a machine. Today the exec also make a joke with me, pick up the paper, cop, and write something on it then it was done, keep repeating. Boring!!

Have to suffer 2 months. 6 more weeks to go. Gambate!!

Work

Tomorrow have to start work already, no longer can slack at home and lying on the bed at the afternoon. But is a good thing since i had finished my pocket money and i have to save money to go trip.

Next trip to Pulau Tioman with my bear, really can't wait for that, just feel excited. Watch sunset together, hand hold hand walking on the beach at night and looking at the star. This is what i dreamed.

Pulau Tioman my next target!

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Just failed my paper, the time i see my result i really feel extremely sad, in the mouth said that i was expected but the feeling of failed in my paper the feeling really not that nice, and it also my first time fail in the exam.

Have to find my new aim, never defeated because of failure, i will find my way to success. This is nick's rulez.

爱情

以前的我，都是对爱情这两个字又爱又恨，恨的是一直找不到我要的，爱的是很想很想被人爱的感觉。

从不知哪一刻起，就是和你在一起的时候觉得很舒服，有时候听你说你和她的时候就不竟的酸了，开始关心你的一切，可是就不敢去爱。我怕这一切对你的都是一厢情愿，所以也没多想什么，慢慢的慢慢的，不能再骗自己了，对你的感觉也越来越深，也对你说了。当你告诉我你和我的感觉那一刻你知道我有多开心吗？

好想这种感觉就永远不会消失，就让我牵着你的手直到永远。 <3

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Enjoy my life right now, but in the mean time of enjoying will feel worry also, will there is one day that i will lose all the thing that i have now? Don't really care about it right now, i just want together with you, love you. =)