One Step Further

As usual went MidValley and have my dinner there, have dinner at Teppanyaki, can't say it not nice but just normal, the pros is u can eat it freshly once it after cooked and u can watch they cook live.

After my dinner, we watch a fashion show there and the most funny thing at there is got a games organized to win the cash voucher and a Malay aunty bring her boy go up and decorate her boy with all girl stuff, sure get a lot of focus from the people and won rm500 cash voucher. Can't imagine rite? Guy with handbag and scalf also, OMG!!

Today i was thinking, human work so hard actually is for what? Just for luxury life?

Last time i though study so hard should be get what i want and i should happy with the result but i'm wrong, i'm not happy at all cause i really don't know why i should do all those thing. If really i have a good job and have luxury life, but live alone there is meaningless, i will feel lonely. If u say i can find a partner, ya i tried, and get hurt at the last, and i know i'm not the man of another one, so i choose to be alone, maybe sometime i will feel lonely but at least i won't get hurt.

Life is weird, people always say me well planning but the reality is think too much, make me can't do decision in my life and make me always change my mind. If u found out the way of life is, show me please..

1time, 2times and more, u say the different but u do the different things, is me not enuf understand u or that is the reality, u just lying me?

Think too much maybe, hope u can get the happiness that u want, hope u will happy with ur decision, i will pray for u.

Today i have a great dinner with my family, this is the first time i treat my family ( pai seh to say it out also), we went a very famous restaurant in Klang, but the first thing u have to accept it cause u have to wait at least 1hour for the dishes!! Don't be surprise of that, cause you have to believe it it was worth to wait for it and you will see alot of people willing to wait for that.

We ordered fish, prawn, squid, vegetable, cramp, 'lala' and 1more type of prawn i don't know its name, and the dish that u must order and try it is 'lala', the soup of the dish is so nice and that the only one shop can make that tastes. The other dish also quite nice and the seafood at there is so fresh. The price at there also quite cheap, maybe is Klang price lolz.

You must try it cause it really so nice!!

The type of feeling is no more there, the kind of friendship is gone, no more meaning to continue that, just choose to give up on that and start my journey. In my journey of life there might be many of 'friends' but most of the time i cant find the thing that i expect, so i choose to be alone, cause i born as a lone ranger.

Its happen again, forget it nick! I know u can do it!

I know i misunderstand what u wan, i feel so sorry, no next time i promise k?

I hope its a new beginning.