One Step Further

Won't let myself hurt anymore. Let is go. The one who really care for u, u can feel their truth heart but the feeling isn't like this.

I know who and care for me and who are not, thanks for those that caring for me and to those think that i'm not worth, i would tell them, i don't need u as my friend.

Smile!! =)

你敢不敢向所有对你有好感的异性大方的介绍：这是我女朋友，我唯一认定的女人？

你敢不敢拒绝暧昧，改掉单身时的臭毛病和所谓的‘红颜’保持清晰的距离？

你敢不敢不给自己留后路，全心全意的只做她的 Superman ？

你敢不敢在她发脾气骂你滚开时候紧紧的抱住她求饶？

你敢不敢在兄弟说你窝囊的时候仍然拉着她的手说：“我就贱贱的爱咋咋的? ”

你敢不敢抱着她睡觉却什么也不做，哪怕歪念头已经占了上风？

你敢不敢为她努力，把自己变的成熟稳重优秀，然后一如既往的爱她？

你敢不敢有点儿长性，别得到了就不珍惜，若即若离你才得劲儿？

你敢不敢经常抱抱她亲亲她，让她觉得她在你眼里总是可爱，觉得你一直喜欢她需要她？

你能不能记住你们的每一个纪念日，记住今天是在一起的第几天？

你能不能在她无理取闹胡思乱想的时候，给她足够的安全感，不会对她不耐烦？

你能不能在很冷很冷的冬天也坚持送她回去，抱抱她，看她上楼再离开？

你能不能时刻都牵着她的手，无论是过马路逛公园，或是在朋友师长面前？

你能不能细心的记住她说的话，留意她喜欢的东西，保管她送你的礼物？

你能不能不欺骗她，不冷落她，不忽略她？

你能不能为她24小时开机，在她做噩梦的晚上有人可以哄她睡觉？

你能不能不只把她当花瓶，有心事会对她说，有决定也会找她商量？

你能不能不再大手大脚，只为了攒下钱带她去吃好吃的，去想去的地方？

你会不会把她介绍给你的父母，哪怕她不是他们喜欢的类型？

你会不会在争吵后主动道歉，哪怕她错，你也不忍心责怪？

你会不会打心底认为她是天底下最好的女孩，一旦拥有别无所求？

你会不会在她生病时领她去打针，然后看她害怕的憋红的眼睛，紧紧的抓住她的手抱着她？

你会不会‘不小心’就记得她爱吃的、她不爱吃的，她对什么过敏她害怕什么虫子？

你会不会带她去看新上映的电影，在她手里塞上一个冰激凌，然后她笑你笑，她哭你哄？

你敢么、你能么、你会么？

你敢在公众面前说“我爱你”吗?

你敢在给所有人看的博客里留下你给她的情书吗?

你会在她哭泣的时候抱着她吗?

你会在谈起你们的未来时信心十足的样子吗?

你会给她写谁也看不懂只有她懂的温柔句子吗?

你会温柔的叫她宝宝吗?

你会在她看到某个东西不舍的眼光时想到偷偷买下它,送给她吗?

你会为了她偷偷的去挣一点钱,只是为了给她买一份礼物吗?

你会坚定的爱她吗?

Understand dy. Something can't be forced de.

That not your's den forever won't be your's.

Be happy and smile =)

只是想简简单单的爱着一个人，真的那么难吗？当你不理我的时候我会生气，不是因为什么，是因为我在乎你，如果是别人，我不会有任何感觉，我也没空去理别人的事。每当你不理我的时候，我会在想，可能你在忙吧，或者是你电话没钱了，都会去想些理由来安慰自己。说真的我很讨厌别人不理我，有时打给你，你没接我电话，其实我在等你，可是你却当没一回事，可能你会认为我太无聊了吧。

我和你之间最大的分别就是我太在乎你，你却一点都不在乎我。算了吧，我就是那种不值得任何人珍惜那种人吧，不能怪别人，有些事是注定的。

Got a feeling that want to cry, but i didn't. I was so down, today didn't say a word to my family also, got no word to express my feeling, just felt that i was alone.

I was lose all my thing, now only i noe nothing is belongs to me.

Knowledge? I don't think i was a clever guy.

Love? Impossible.

Friend? I thought i have but i'm wrong.

So, i was nothing.

Just know that is ur friend did it, but one day it will become the reality and I really don't what my reaction at the moment. I really so scare that day coming. I was so scared, I hope myself can be aside of u and bless for u, but sometime i rili can't do that, i'm human, i got my feeling also, sometime really hope that u can care for me also.

I really don't know what i shud do. What i noe is i rili love u but i was scared, i don't want to get hurt anymore, i noe what i do now is hurting myself, i noe u don't even have a little bit feeling to me also, but what to do? Sometime i felt tired also, the more u give but nothing in return, is such frustration, when u care for a person but that person like dun nid ur care.

I noe mayb at the end i will get nothing, but now i really got no idea what shud i do.

God tell me please.

Just an coincident i saw that u put in a relationship in ur status, at that moment, i was freeze, got no idea what to do. After a minute, then i tell myself, i have promise that i will leave when u find the one that u need, i will do what that i promise.

So from now, i won't disturb you anymore, i wun tell u that i miss u, i wun ask u go out with me.

I will pray and hope u r happy, just let everything that happened be my sweetest memory. U r the last in my life, not i can't find the better, but u r the best in my heart.