One Step Further

From a incident then I know that money is easy to lose but not easy to gain. Since the way that i'm doing right now is not the right way, before i drop, i must wake up myself and change my direction. Learn from the experiences.

Never give up. U can do it!!

Take it or leave it. - Nick.

突然醒了，就有个感觉想写。

有时候觉得自己很天真吧，真的以为所谓的爱情真的是你对一个人好，爱她就好了，就那么简单。活了二十年才知道错了，好想问自己你能再白痴一点吗？

算了吧，这几天心情真的超差的，好几天半夜没睡，在别人面前都不敢露出来。像我这样的男生不会有人喜欢的啦，不要再去想了。有时真的在想，如果用冰可以封了我的心有多好啊，让我没有感觉，不会再对别人有感觉，乖乖的一个人生活就好了。

决定了，真的不会去想什么爱情了，这些东西都不属于我，习惯一个人就好。

Had a very nice trip with my friends at Kuantan for 4 days and 2days 1 night at Genting.

Here we go for first day, on the first day, took bus at 0930, reach there around 1230 and my friend came to fetch us and had a very nice lunch, curry mee at 'Hai Yan'. Heard from my friend that shop is famous with the curry mee and there is super many ppl if u go at the morning. After our lunch den we go to the beach, Teluk Cempedak, and the view at there is super duper nice, the sea water is so clear that can see through the water. So sad is the bridge to the Teluk Cempedak 2 (TC2) is broken down and we cant go there bbq and have to change our location to bbq. Then at night, my coursemate family was treat us eat dinner, that time was super many dish and we also cannot finish it. Then after the lunch, after bear (coursemate) took the camera, then our photo session is start, we went to TC again, play water at there. The night view at there is so so so nice, alot of star on the sky, we play crazily at there and took alot of photo also.




On the second day, we went to Rainbow Waterfall, the sad thing is we have to wake up on 0300 and reach there 0500, and we cant try the famous lembing tauhu cozs have to go waterfall by 0630 and that time the stall was haven open. We took 1 hour jeep go the half of the hill and start jungle tracking for 30mins. The worst things is we wear sandal go climb the rock, it was suffer enuf. The road is so slippery and we have to cross the river also, we have to hand hold hand to walk through it, it was a very good memorable memories. Once we reach the top, the feeling is so nice, cant use a word to describe on it, looking on the rainbow appear on the waterfall, and for sure our photo session again. That time lying on the rock and looking the natural view, is feeling good. But one thing not nice is my leg got leech, but as expected also. We get down the waterfall by 1400. Then at night, we go for movie, Scream4, it was a scary movie, for sure the gal is shout crazily when the killer stab the people.

Third day, went for a breakfast, the mee call 'lai fun', also a famous food at there, but i'm not really interested on it. After the breakfast, my friend drove to Kemamat, juz to travel around and it took 2hour go and back. Kemamat jz a place at the south of Terengganu, then for sure alot Malay food like keropok lekor, otak-otak, etc. After that we went for a movie, Fast5, nice movie, drift. After the movie then we start prepare the thing that we need for our bbq. Bought alot of things for our bbq, chicken wings, snack, soft drinks, chicken ball and etc. At night, had bbq at Batu Hitam, the weird things is we are the only chinese at there, looks funny also. Took alot of photo also at there, at night blowing the wind and having our food, looking to the sky, the feeling is comfortable.

Forth day, went to Genting, went in the early in the morning, 0800 wake up den depart from my friend hs. Reach there already around 1200. Check in to hotel, play poker for a while den have our lunch at Kenny Rogers and what i can say is the service at there is sux!! After that went back to our hotel, since we all are exhausted and we all went slp. Rest for few hour, and here we go to watch the firework, and that is the reason that we came here also. That time i was thought we got no luck to see the firework since is raining that time, luckily the firework is still on. After the firework then we went for our dinner, steambot buffet, we eat till so so full, all of us eat until cant move. Still left alot of food at there then we run away since if leftover more than 100g den RM4/100g. After that we go the Snow World. We use the snow at there to freeze our friend, when the snow put at ear it was freeze and u can feel ur ear is not there anymore. We have our snow fight also, and for sure we always gang bang our pity ckiat. After the snow world den we go to bowling and sadly i almost the least score for the game and lastly we go Starbucks for our coffee and when the wind is blowing and we drinking the ice blended coffee, the feeling is numb and freeze. After that then we went bek to our room, me and bear went slp and the another 3 is playing poker.

Last day, after we had our lunch den all seperate to go home. It really a super nice trip, play crazily at there and it will be the unforgetable trip for me.

Will upload the photo soon.

Finally finished my exam, super happy right now cause 2mrw going to Kuantan. Hope this trip will be a memorable trip!!

Please be patient wait for my blog update. Stay tuned. Haha

Time flow so fast, and here come to the end of the study already, seems like i still hanging around and didn't study, looks like i still din't know how to write 'die' this word.

Getting older and older, so fast i have finished 2sem of study. Yesterday night i was thinking back the past and thinking one person, that person is a very kind girl, that time she was planning all those things for us but no one was appreciate. Sometime i feel that human is sucks, must till the moment that they lose it, only know to appreciate. The friendship is not there anymore only think to rebuilt it.

I admit that there is alot of things that i feel regret, but there is no way to turn the time back, what i can do only learn to appreciate the people around me, those are really care for me. I also lose a lot of time that seeking the girl that i want and after that only i know that, the girl that i want to find actually not yet appear. One day.... The day will come.

Don't think much dy, focus for my final and focus on my exam that coming soon. I will success anyway without you.

Again sitting in front of the pc and do nothing at there, but i was no mood to do my revision. Feel damn bored of my study, especially linear algebra, jz a boring subject.

What the Hell! Have to find back my spirit to study. It is the good day if the weather is not that hot, hope rain come soon and i will able to find back my mood. =)

Another one week then officially my final exam start, actually I'm super stress right now, c the notes from the lecturer and i cant even unds, no one can help me at this time, juz can crack my head and try to unds that. Still like normal, ppl wun saw the 'stress' from my face, i will still playing around with my silly face, but got who rili can unds what's in my heart?

Work harder and harder, another's 2 years to go only. I must get at least 2 paper of the preliminary exam. I got no idea i will success anot, btw i will do my best, i will never let others to look down on me. Gambateh!!