One Step Further

Most of the time i was wondering what i want. And most of the time the answer is i also dunno what i want, then i expect other to know what i want?

Mid sem coming soon, but i was no mood to study, still can laugh loudly, maybe i know that i wun fail, cozs if u wan to fail, it is a impossible mission. Just know my calculus mid sem mark, not very high but i'm still satisfy with it. I noe that my math is not very good, but that paper i did my best on it, so nothing to complain also. Still got another 3 mroe papers to go. First is Economics, well, it was nothing to worry about cozs i was expect that the lecturer will give us same as the past year, so just stdy the past year is enuf. Then next is Linear Algebra, the sub that i quite worry about, cozs from the start of the sem, i never listen to the lecture, and i think not much of the student listen to him anyway, so just depends my luck then. Then the last one is Alam dan Manusia, the sub that i hate the most and useless sub, is stdy about Bio. After F5 i thought that i no nid to stdy bio again, and i was so glad and say that i dun have to stdy bio anymore, and i was wrong. Now i nid to memories the names of the insert and those stupid things, hate it man!

Sometime i also wondering 21 Dec 2012 is it really the end of the world, cozs if it is a truth then i dun think i will sit at there and wait die, i have to finish all the thg that i want to do, i dun1 to regret when the day was come. Erm, what i hope now is i can find a gal that really love me, and she can work 2gather with me in my life den is enuf. Haha, think too much, if u cant promise to bring happiness to a person, u think that person will live 2gather with u?

Anyway, love myself and be myself.

Its the time to write about my cny celebration, can considered as celebration? Got no idea. xD

2 days b4 cny me and my family were went to Genting to have a family trip, it shud be held on last year my birthday, but due to some reason was postponed. Finally we went there, there was super duper cold since it was a rainy day, we cant go for theme park as initial plan and we changed to eat buffet, it was a nice lunch. There is variety of food, included japanese, chinese, malay, indian and many more.

After we finish our lunch, we check in our hotel, First World Hotel. As usual, after our lunch sure felt sleepy and we all take 1hour nap. After that we was walking around, and I was tried to enter casino, first time went to Star World, failed, check my IC. Then 2nd plan, walk to Casino De Genting thought can enter, at first was so happy that no ppl was check me, walk few step, someone called us, is the security, OMG!! Have to leave finally, damn bad luck rite? Den have Bak Kut Teh as my dinner and i went to room sleep and my family was go into casino, that night was a bored night cozs only me can't enter casino!!

That night was super cold, i think was around 10degree celcius and we can saw all ppl talking and got mist come out, since at Malaysia this type of situation is very hard. Nothing special that nite, after walking around at the first world plaza den went bek room and continue sleep.

2nd day, also as usual walk around and take picture. 2nd day we take MCD as our lunch, but don't think that MCD is like normal price Value Lunch, there is no such thing at there and normal set also around rm15+. Just have a prosperity burger and hope a prosperity year also. =) We bek on around 1pm.

2day finally can wake up from the bed, yesterday was lying on the bed for whole day and can't even wake. Sometime i like the feel of sick, no need to worry anythg and juz lying at there and rest. Btw i can't so selfish cozs i noe my mom will worry of me if i was sick.

Still got a bit fever but is better d, hope 2mrw will recover, cozs 2mrw is my family trip, yeah!! Hope this year will be a great year and i wish everyone healthy and happy always.

在某个时候在fb看到的文章，那时真的吓了一跳，为什么和我做的事一模一样，或许这世上还有像我这样的傻瓜，就分享下吧。

这个早上想你了，还是忍不住找你了，你告诉我你回家了，我也没问原因，只是想单纯的关心你，你还是一样，就很不耐烦的回我，或许你看到我的信息就对你来说就是倒霉的事吧。知道你根本不需要我去关心你，就算失去我对你来说也没什么。就这样吧，不会再找你了，就当是陌生人吧，或许这就是你想要的。

不会让你知道我有多想你了，不会让你知道我多想去关心你，就这样默默消失吧，但是我知道我就是忘不了你，爱一个人不一定要在一起，看到你开心就好，所有的不开心就让我带走吧。应该都不会去想了，就像我这种人，根本没资格去爱一个人。皮肤的伤总有一天会好，心里的伤一辈子都不会好了。‘我爱你’这句话真的不能乱说，就算你爱一个人，如果那个人不爱你，受到伤害的是自己。这辈子应该都不会再有勇气去说了，不想再被伤害了。反正2012还有一年吧了，就孤单的过完这辈子吧。反正一个人也找不到什么意义活着，如果是世界末日也是件好事，不开心活着也没用。

Erm. Just write about what i have done this week. As normal attend the class. Just surprise that i have skipped few class this week, just feel bored with those class and i believe that i can read on my own. Feel a bit pressure since all the tutorial is coming and assignment, beside these stuff, mid sem is coming on this saturday and i'm not ready for it. Hope i can get full use of my time now.

Stop dreaming man!! Work hard for your future and nothing is forever lasting except knowledge!!

Nothing i request from you, is great to know that you are not angry with me. I'm feel guilty when talking with you, i think is the last time i make call to you, cause i really don't know what to talk with you and i know you wish that also. Friend doesn't mean have to contact always, you just a friend in my heart.