One Step Further

Just write something bout my life recently, uni life start again, just same like last sem, blur blur here and blur blur there, haven start to study anything. Maybe myself is a person that always in holiday mood all year. This sem will be a busy sem for me also, 25 credit hours, not joking, the class time will suffer me alot also. Monday class is pack like hell, 8am to 7pm, there is 1 hour break for me only.

Talk about my study life will be a bit bored, then talk about my mood. Recently just feel that very happy, no more emo like last time, since you are together with me. Together with you, the heart is always sweet, holding your hand on the street, hugging you. You also caring for me so much, never have the feeling before and this was my first time, first time feel that the feeling of love.

Just got a feeling want to go for a vacation with you, only you and me, any place also can, just want to together with you. I know you love to go island so much, maybe one day we are going together, looking sunshine and sunset together.

Just hope that the feeling is never end, always with you, forever.

It's another week and have to go bek to uni again. Still the same, suffering from the skin problem, still cant cure it. Have a medicine for a long time, maybe is me see doctor too late and it caused it will take a long time to cure it. Hope it will get well soon.

Today was ur birthday, Cant celebrate for u, just can stay at home and waiting u bek. Know u was enjoying with your friend, but it's ok, will celebrate with u again when u come bek here.

Nothing much, just hope can cure all my sickness and live together with you happily. =)

Got a long time didnt touch my blog. Maybe just busy of working. Working life is just bored, everyday repeating the same life, sometime will dreamed that i could do my own business, but just a dream, dont have the courage to do that.

So fast worked for 2 months d, just remember the first day i work, feel like alone at there, but now get familiar with the environment, got friend at there. Cant use 'Enjoy' this word to describe my job, but at least now wont so bored at there, got people talk with me, but the sad case is she gonna leave the company very soon, Tuesday was her last day already, and my supervisor no long at my floor, just leave me alone at that floor. But its ok for me, since this is my last month at there.

This time work, really learned alot at there, my supervisor was teaches me patiently. Remember first time i hear 'vlookup' this term, i was opened my eye so big, and got alot questions mark in my head, first time use it in excel, maybe i done many mistake also, but i was learned from the mistake. Learned alot in excel, using pivot table, did data analysis, all was my first time in my life, first time feel the real working environment.

Other than that, so fast, 3 months passed for my holiday, is the time need to go back to university already. Actually i was nothing to worry about, just waiting the time to come, first thing maybe i had you, you will always there with me, then second is i want faster finished my study then i can archive higher position in my life, can work harder in my work. Maybe sometime i was in hurry to think that to build a family of myself, nothing much, because it was a dream of me from small, with my loved one. Maybe sometime i give pressure to her, she was still struggling with her past, she was not ready, but i will always be her side. Beside that, almost 3 month didnt see her already, miss her so much. Another one month to go, i will wait patiently. And one more thing, 2 months already, me and her, do you feel the feel of happiness with me? Still learning how to love a person, learn how to give and take, but the thing i sure is i will use my heart to treat you, never let you get hurt. =)

Just want to say, everyday is a new chapter in our life, most important is live happily and appreciate the people around you and your family.

Time pass so far, another 2 more months then reopen school again. Worked for a month and start to use to it the working life, everyday wake up go work and finish work then go home sleep, the life is keep repeating. Nothing special bout the working life, but the happiest moment is when you see your bank account was added some amount.

Just talk about this few days ago, my bear was went for vacation, i got no idea why i have been so moody. Maybe i was missed her too much. By the way, now the sweet feeling is back, next time i wish to go vacation with my bear, just want to have a sweet sweet moment with her. I know she like island so much, and our plan, the next year sem break, Pulau Tioman!! Wish to see sunrise and sunset with her, wish to holding her hand and walking on the beach.

Beside that, i have to work hard to find the way that my future should be, trying hard to find my direction, i wish that i can do the thing that i interested and for sure, we can't denied that our life need moneys, alots of moneys, other than interest we have to think about our life expenses also.

Work hard, for my future, and our future.

想你了。晚上一个人没有你就觉得很不习惯，已经是一种依赖了。我的熊熊，你感觉到我在想你吗？

Time pass very fast, i was worked for one month already. At the beginning i was felt that i was so suffering with my job but now i can handle it and i found out that work at there i can learn alot and gain my experience also. Well, it can help alot in my future too.

Until now i also undecide what i want in my future, even though i wan chose my course in my uni, but i not sure that i was really interested with it anot. Nothing can do, i was so easily change my mind, just can wait the time pass and i will find out what i want.

As the time pass, i feel myself have changed alot, i learned how to care one person, how to love one person, together with her, i was so happy. Many people said me that i was so cool and i don't like to talk, but with her, i can talk the whole day. Don't know why, maybe she's the only one. I will work harder for my future and also her future. The only thing that i so sure is we will forever.

Long time didn't online also, busy with working, everyday wake up at 6am, quite a long time didn't wake up that early. First day work at there, the feeling is like ignored by everyone, everyone was busy doing their stuff and i like do nothing at there.

Just like a year ago, work like a machine. Today the exec also make a joke with me, pick up the paper, cop, and write something on it then it was done, keep repeating. Boring!!

Have to suffer 2 months. 6 more weeks to go. Gambate!!

Tomorrow have to start work already, no longer can slack at home and lying on the bed at the afternoon. But is a good thing since i had finished my pocket money and i have to save money to go trip.

Next trip to Pulau Tioman with my bear, really can't wait for that, just feel excited. Watch sunset together, hand hold hand walking on the beach at night and looking at the star. This is what i dreamed.

Pulau Tioman my next target!

Just failed my paper, the time i see my result i really feel extremely sad, in the mouth said that i was expected but the feeling of failed in my paper the feeling really not that nice, and it also my first time fail in the exam.

Have to find my new aim, never defeated because of failure, i will find my way to success. This is nick's rulez.

God bless me. =)

以前的我，都是对爱情这两个字又爱又恨，恨的是一直找不到我要的，爱的是很想很想被人爱的感觉。

从不知哪一刻起，就是和你在一起的时候觉得很舒服，有时候听你说你和她的时候就不竟的酸了，开始关心你的一切，可是就不敢去爱。我怕这一切对你的都是一厢情愿，所以也没多想什么，慢慢的慢慢的，不能再骗自己了，对你的感觉也越来越深，也对你说了。当你告诉我你和我的感觉那一刻你知道我有多开心吗？

好想这种感觉就永远不会消失，就让我牵着你的手直到永远。 <3

Enjoy my life right now, but in the mean time of enjoying will feel worry also, will there is one day that i will lose all the thing that i have now? Don't really care about it right now, i just want together with you, love you. =)

Sometimes i hope that i was closed in a box, closed in a dark space, living in my own world, maybe i will felt lonely, at least no need to think others thing.

God please tell me what should i do, i got no idea what should i do.

Maybe i should run away? Lose all my courage and just feel like want to run away.

有时好想好想去好好的爱一个人，哪怕是那么的一天。有人说不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有，这句话我觉得很对，好过从来没有吧。

以前，都会想，就算她骗我都好，就那么一天说爱我。好傻吧？我就是那种傻傻的人。

以前，都会想，如果我有个漂亮的女友有多好，别人都会羡慕。可是美女真的好吗？

以前，会想一大堆无聊的事，如何去讨好她。

以前，无论多晚都会等，就是为了听到你很好，听见你的声音。

以前，无论做了什么，都会和你先说对不起，没有为了什么，就是怕你生气。

以前，每当听到你说你生病了，都会担心一整天，宁愿病的是我，因为你生病我会更心痛。

好多的以前，过去了，明白了一些道理，不对的人，无论你做得再多，都是没用的。

你在哪？真正属于我的你出现了吗？

一个人会累，不要等到我累了才出现好吗？

From a incident then I know that money is easy to lose but not easy to gain. Since the way that i'm doing right now is not the right way, before i drop, i must wake up myself and change my direction. Learn from the experiences.

Never give up. U can do it!!

Take it or leave it. - Nick.

突然醒了，就有个感觉想写。

有时候觉得自己很天真吧，真的以为所谓的爱情真的是你对一个人好，爱她就好了，就那么简单。活了二十年才知道错了，好想问自己你能再白痴一点吗？

算了吧，这几天心情真的超差的，好几天半夜没睡，在别人面前都不敢露出来。像我这样的男生不会有人喜欢的啦，不要再去想了。有时真的在想，如果用冰可以封了我的心有多好啊，让我没有感觉，不会再对别人有感觉，乖乖的一个人生活就好了。

决定了，真的不会去想什么爱情了，这些东西都不属于我，习惯一个人就好。

Had a very nice trip with my friends at Kuantan for 4 days and 2days 1 night at Genting.

Here we go for first day, on the first day, took bus at 0930, reach there around 1230 and my friend came to fetch us and had a very nice lunch, curry mee at 'Hai Yan'. Heard from my friend that shop is famous with the curry mee and there is super many ppl if u go at the morning. After our lunch den we go to the beach, Teluk Cempedak, and the view at there is super duper nice, the sea water is so clear that can see through the water. So sad is the bridge to the Teluk Cempedak 2 (TC2) is broken down and we cant go there bbq and have to change our location to bbq. Then at night, my coursemate family was treat us eat dinner, that time was super many dish and we also cannot finish it. Then after the lunch, after bear (coursemate) took the camera, then our photo session is start, we went to TC again, play water at there. The night view at there is so so so nice, alot of star on the sky, we play crazily at there and took alot of photo also.




On the second day, we went to Rainbow Waterfall, the sad thing is we have to wake up on 0300 and reach there 0500, and we cant try the famous lembing tauhu cozs have to go waterfall by 0630 and that time the stall was haven open. We took 1 hour jeep go the half of the hill and start jungle tracking for 30mins. The worst things is we wear sandal go climb the rock, it was suffer enuf. The road is so slippery and we have to cross the river also, we have to hand hold hand to walk through it, it was a very good memorable memories. Once we reach the top, the feeling is so nice, cant use a word to describe on it, looking on the rainbow appear on the waterfall, and for sure our photo session again. That time lying on the rock and looking the natural view, is feeling good. But one thing not nice is my leg got leech, but as expected also. We get down the waterfall by 1400. Then at night, we go for movie, Scream4, it was a scary movie, for sure the gal is shout crazily when the killer stab the people.

Third day, went for a breakfast, the mee call 'lai fun', also a famous food at there, but i'm not really interested on it. After the breakfast, my friend drove to Kemamat, juz to travel around and it took 2hour go and back. Kemamat jz a place at the south of Terengganu, then for sure alot Malay food like keropok lekor, otak-otak, etc. After that we went for a movie, Fast5, nice movie, drift. After the movie then we start prepare the thing that we need for our bbq. Bought alot of things for our bbq, chicken wings, snack, soft drinks, chicken ball and etc. At night, had bbq at Batu Hitam, the weird things is we are the only chinese at there, looks funny also. Took alot of photo also at there, at night blowing the wind and having our food, looking to the sky, the feeling is comfortable.

Forth day, went to Genting, went in the early in the morning, 0800 wake up den depart from my friend hs. Reach there already around 1200. Check in to hotel, play poker for a while den have our lunch at Kenny Rogers and what i can say is the service at there is sux!! After that went back to our hotel, since we all are exhausted and we all went slp. Rest for few hour, and here we go to watch the firework, and that is the reason that we came here also. That time i was thought we got no luck to see the firework since is raining that time, luckily the firework is still on. After the firework then we went for our dinner, steambot buffet, we eat till so so full, all of us eat until cant move. Still left alot of food at there then we run away since if leftover more than 100g den RM4/100g. After that we go the Snow World. We use the snow at there to freeze our friend, when the snow put at ear it was freeze and u can feel ur ear is not there anymore. We have our snow fight also, and for sure we always gang bang our pity ckiat. After the snow world den we go to bowling and sadly i almost the least score for the game and lastly we go Starbucks for our coffee and when the wind is blowing and we drinking the ice blended coffee, the feeling is numb and freeze. After that then we went bek to our room, me and bear went slp and the another 3 is playing poker.

Last day, after we had our lunch den all seperate to go home. It really a super nice trip, play crazily at there and it will be the unforgetable trip for me.

Will upload the photo soon.

Finally finished my exam, super happy right now cause 2mrw going to Kuantan. Hope this trip will be a memorable trip!!

Please be patient wait for my blog update. Stay tuned. Haha

Time flow so fast, and here come to the end of the study already, seems like i still hanging around and didn't study, looks like i still din't know how to write 'die' this word.

Getting older and older, so fast i have finished 2sem of study. Yesterday night i was thinking back the past and thinking one person, that person is a very kind girl, that time she was planning all those things for us but no one was appreciate. Sometime i feel that human is sucks, must till the moment that they lose it, only know to appreciate. The friendship is not there anymore only think to rebuilt it.

I admit that there is alot of things that i feel regret, but there is no way to turn the time back, what i can do only learn to appreciate the people around me, those are really care for me. I also lose a lot of time that seeking the girl that i want and after that only i know that, the girl that i want to find actually not yet appear. One day.... The day will come.

Don't think much dy, focus for my final and focus on my exam that coming soon. I will success anyway without you.

Again sitting in front of the pc and do nothing at there, but i was no mood to do my revision. Feel damn bored of my study, especially linear algebra, jz a boring subject.

What the Hell! Have to find back my spirit to study. It is the good day if the weather is not that hot, hope rain come soon and i will able to find back my mood. =)

Another one week then officially my final exam start, actually I'm super stress right now, c the notes from the lecturer and i cant even unds, no one can help me at this time, juz can crack my head and try to unds that. Still like normal, ppl wun saw the 'stress' from my face, i will still playing around with my silly face, but got who rili can unds what's in my heart?

Work harder and harder, another's 2 years to go only. I must get at least 2 paper of the preliminary exam. I got no idea i will success anot, btw i will do my best, i will never let others to look down on me. Gambateh!!

Sometimes i was thinking, maybe is my attitude problem, too serious also not a good thing. Exam is around the corner, next week already study week, i still busy hang out with my friend, i also don't know what i want from myself. Maybe result not important for me anymore? Last time i work so hard to get good result just want to get attention from u, but there is no point i continue to do that. I'm always talking crap.

I got no direction right now, maybe someday i will meet the one who give me my destiny. Or maybe my fate is to be alone. I'm admit that i'm the kind of person that looking for perfection, thats why until now i still single. Let's the god decide then, i also not very clear what in my heart, maybe i should stay distance from u? Heaven know.

So now what? Enjoy first and die later? Undecide.

Finally almost finish my 2nd sem, still have another 2weeks then my study week. For me, this sem rili wonderful, full of fun. At first, our hang out group will hang out every week, mainly on Wednesday, having a lots of fun, go eat a lots of things, sing k eri week.

Just sad about one thing, shud have trip this week to Genting, but due to some problem, den have to cancel it. Hopefully the Kuantan trip will on, cozs i love beach so so so much. I wan to have BBQ!! So long never try the feeling of lying on the beach at the night and blowing the wind.

Another sad thing is final coming, but i haven start to study, really wait die only. Then i having external paper soon, sometime i also duno how to divide myself to study. Really have to manage my time well. Btw, enjoy first!!

Our 'You Yi Tiao' gang! Friendship forever!!

Finally my mid sem was finished, was quite happy that the paper is not that hard that i thought, maybe i'm not get very high score in the exam, but at least i will not fail in the exam.

Maybe i'm not really care my pointer, i'm not want to get the first in my study, i just want to gain knowledge, the result? I'm dun really care.

The following week will be a very busy week for me, presentation, prepare for final, the last, exam P. I'm not sure i can do it anot, but i will do my best. I believe that nothing is impossible. Sometime i know that i was overconfident, but without confident u don't have any succeed chance.

Fight! Fight for my life!

Another paper down. Don't know how my result will be but what i sure is i had did my best, no regret.

Next paper will be the bio paper, quite a long time didn't stdy bio and it will be hard time for me. 2days more, shud be can finish if i can concentrate. Don't think others anymore, just focus!!

The forward month also will be busy month, after my mid sem paper, next is final, then external paper. I can't delay on my external paper anymore, i will register for May. I will make sure i will do it the best, i will serious this time.

Sometime i will think that how are u there? Without me shud be nothing for u rite? I will live on my own, I will live happily, don't worry.

Happy go lucky!!

Still in the exam season, i think only left our course still have mid sem exam on this time, but final coming soon also. I feel i was not enuf time, i plan to take exam P on May but my final finish on end of April.

2more papers on next week, but i haven start to read. There is mountain of thing that i have to read and memories, it sound great rite? Maybe i going to fail it. Still got another 4 week lecture den i officially finish my 2nd sem lecture. Time pass so fast and i going finish my first year with nothing. Sounds funny.

Btw, work hard!! Gambateh!!

Most of the time i was wondering what i want. And most of the time the answer is i also dunno what i want, then i expect other to know what i want?

Mid sem coming soon, but i was no mood to study, still can laugh loudly, maybe i know that i wun fail, cozs if u wan to fail, it is a impossible mission. Just know my calculus mid sem mark, not very high but i'm still satisfy with it. I noe that my math is not very good, but that paper i did my best on it, so nothing to complain also. Still got another 3 mroe papers to go. First is Economics, well, it was nothing to worry about cozs i was expect that the lecturer will give us same as the past year, so just stdy the past year is enuf. Then next is Linear Algebra, the sub that i quite worry about, cozs from the start of the sem, i never listen to the lecture, and i think not much of the student listen to him anyway, so just depends my luck then. Then the last one is Alam dan Manusia, the sub that i hate the most and useless sub, is stdy about Bio. After F5 i thought that i no nid to stdy bio again, and i was so glad and say that i dun have to stdy bio anymore, and i was wrong. Now i nid to memories the names of the insert and those stupid things, hate it man!

Sometime i also wondering 21 Dec 2012 is it really the end of the world, cozs if it is a truth then i dun think i will sit at there and wait die, i have to finish all the thg that i want to do, i dun1 to regret when the day was come. Erm, what i hope now is i can find a gal that really love me, and she can work 2gather with me in my life den is enuf. Haha, think too much, if u cant promise to bring happiness to a person, u think that person will live 2gather with u?

Anyway, love myself and be myself.

Its the time to write about my cny celebration, can considered as celebration? Got no idea. xD

2 days b4 cny me and my family were went to Genting to have a family trip, it shud be held on last year my birthday, but due to some reason was postponed. Finally we went there, there was super duper cold since it was a rainy day, we cant go for theme park as initial plan and we changed to eat buffet, it was a nice lunch. There is variety of food, included japanese, chinese, malay, indian and many more.

After we finish our lunch, we check in our hotel, First World Hotel. As usual, after our lunch sure felt sleepy and we all take 1hour nap. After that we was walking around, and I was tried to enter casino, first time went to Star World, failed, check my IC. Then 2nd plan, walk to Casino De Genting thought can enter, at first was so happy that no ppl was check me, walk few step, someone called us, is the security, OMG!! Have to leave finally, damn bad luck rite? Den have Bak Kut Teh as my dinner and i went to room sleep and my family was go into casino, that night was a bored night cozs only me can't enter casino!!

That night was super cold, i think was around 10degree celcius and we can saw all ppl talking and got mist come out, since at Malaysia this type of situation is very hard. Nothing special that nite, after walking around at the first world plaza den went bek room and continue sleep.

2nd day, also as usual walk around and take picture. 2nd day we take MCD as our lunch, but don't think that MCD is like normal price Value Lunch, there is no such thing at there and normal set also around rm15+. Just have a prosperity burger and hope a prosperity year also. =) We bek on around 1pm.

2day finally can wake up from the bed, yesterday was lying on the bed for whole day and can't even wake. Sometime i like the feel of sick, no need to worry anythg and juz lying at there and rest. Btw i can't so selfish cozs i noe my mom will worry of me if i was sick.

Still got a bit fever but is better d, hope 2mrw will recover, cozs 2mrw is my family trip, yeah!! Hope this year will be a great year and i wish everyone healthy and happy always.

在某个时候在fb看到的文章，那时真的吓了一跳，为什么和我做的事一模一样，或许这世上还有像我这样的傻瓜，就分享下吧。

这个早上想你了，还是忍不住找你了，你告诉我你回家了，我也没问原因，只是想单纯的关心你，你还是一样，就很不耐烦的回我，或许你看到我的信息就对你来说就是倒霉的事吧。知道你根本不需要我去关心你，就算失去我对你来说也没什么。就这样吧，不会再找你了，就当是陌生人吧，或许这就是你想要的。

不会让你知道我有多想你了，不会让你知道我多想去关心你，就这样默默消失吧，但是我知道我就是忘不了你，爱一个人不一定要在一起，看到你开心就好，所有的不开心就让我带走吧。应该都不会去想了，就像我这种人，根本没资格去爱一个人。皮肤的伤总有一天会好，心里的伤一辈子都不会好了。‘我爱你’这句话真的不能乱说，就算你爱一个人，如果那个人不爱你，受到伤害的是自己。这辈子应该都不会再有勇气去说了，不想再被伤害了。反正2012还有一年吧了，就孤单的过完这辈子吧。反正一个人也找不到什么意义活着，如果是世界末日也是件好事，不开心活着也没用。

Erm. Just write about what i have done this week. As normal attend the class. Just surprise that i have skipped few class this week, just feel bored with those class and i believe that i can read on my own. Feel a bit pressure since all the tutorial is coming and assignment, beside these stuff, mid sem is coming on this saturday and i'm not ready for it. Hope i can get full use of my time now.

Stop dreaming man!! Work hard for your future and nothing is forever lasting except knowledge!!

Nothing i request from you, is great to know that you are not angry with me. I'm feel guilty when talking with you, i think is the last time i make call to you, cause i really don't know what to talk with you and i know you wish that also. Friend doesn't mean have to contact always, you just a friend in my heart.

Taken from Facebook.

【十二种值得深交的女生】

1.她很想陪着你

即使是在网上，一句话都不说。你开心的时候，她很想在你身边看到你微笑的样子。你失落的时候，她第一时间在你旁边安慰你，想破脑袋想帮你。你熬夜到很晚，她的QQ或者msn陪你一起亮着。如果你下线了，再登录一看，她的头像就暗了。你知道吗？她熬到那么晚只是在等你。

2.懂事

知道什么时候该撒娇，什么时候该像爱小孩子一样疼惜你。如果你是个学生，她不会任性地要求你翘课陪她逛街，不会让没有经济来源的你买奢侈品。如果你已经 工作，她不会埋怨你忘记打电话给他，不会在你工作烦心的时候要你甜言蜜语，即使自己心情再不好，也会轻轻拥着你，始终站在你这边。

3.不放过任何与你有关的信息

融入你的生活圈，朋友圈。结识你的朋友，链接任何在你空间留言的朋友的页面，看你喜欢的电影和书，去你喜欢的餐厅，逛你喜欢的品牌店，甚至笨拙地模仿你欣赏的异性类型。她不是不够好，而是想变得更好，更适合你，更容易得到你的认可和赞许。

4.觉得你是最好的

她绝不会在你同事同学家人朋友面前提你的缺点，嘲笑你，哪怕只是玩笑。她可能觉得你这么做那样做不对，但会给足你男人需要的面子，帮你打圆场，帮你找台阶下，只晒幸福，只说你的好。

5.有限地依赖你

她需要你的肩膀，但是绝不会凡事都依赖你。她在你面前很弱势，常常需要你来把持局面。不是她笨，只是喜欢在你面前装傻，喜欢被你照顾。但她不会粘着你，把你当保姆，该独立的时候她可以一个人。

6.善解人意，知情识趣

她不会总是要求你先让步。男生要懂得包容和迁就，不是因为她是女人，而是因为你是男人。但她绝不会因此被宠坏而从头至尾都等着你主动向她道歉，而是会很小心翼翼地跟你撒娇，求得你的原谅。

7.在乎你

她发给你的短信几乎不会有错别字，不会有歧义。她很注重跟你在一起时的一切细节，连发消息之前都会反复确认好几遍，措词，语气，甚至表情。

8.漂亮但不轻浮

她和你朋友一起聚会时候会打扮得漂亮但不会妖艳，只会在你面前偶尔穿很火辣的衣服。她永远会把你与其他男生区别对待，而不是总是孔雀开屏般向所有人展示美丽。

9.紧张你

看到女人围着你转，她会吃醋，那些女人很优秀，她更容易吃醋，但是不会无理取闹，兴师问罪。她关心你，在乎你，想要抓住你。只要你肯耐下心，不要吝惜让她安心的话。她需要的只是一句别人听不到只有她能听的话。

10.认定你

她也许会有很多异性朋友，也许不乏追求者，但是她会明确告诉他们她喜欢的是你，而且不会拿这些人的优点跟你作比较。她会时不时告诉你谁谁谁要追她，看到你紧张的表情，会很满足地加一句，我心里只会有你一个人o(∩_∩)o…不是她无聊，她很需要被重视。

11.懂你，理解你，支持你

她会很认真很专注地看着你，听你说话。看清你的样子，记住你的声音。她不仅爱你，也懂你并欣赏你。





【十二种值得深交的男生】

第一种，懂得尊重你

他对你的爱比要求多，他对自己有主见，对你则不会太有主见。他尊重你作出的各种人生选择，鼓励你发展自己专长。现代好男人的一条重要标准是，尊重所有的女性，包括仅有一面之缘的人。

第二种，他很有诚意

也许他不一定属于你十分喜欢的异性类型，但是他追你追得很有诚意，而且你喜欢的类型，交往再多都是失败的例子。他们没有你前任男友的优点，但也没有你前任男友的缺点，而且他有的优点，很多人都没有。

第三种，他对你嘘寒问暖 关爱体贴

你们已经很熟悉，虽然没有了热恋的心跳感觉，但它确实比任何人都关心你，在你苦恼的事，他永远站在你这边，耐心倾听倒你苦水；他记得你提过的朋友名字；你渴时他轻轻递上香茶……这些都无声地传达他真心喜欢你的信息。

第四种，你的家人朋友欣赏他

长辈们经风历雨阅人无数，眼睛自然比你毒。你对他很挑剔，但他却很能够赢得你朋友，家人的欣赏。他懂得让每个人心情舒畅，懂得给人安全感。从性格上说，他不是一个非常易变的人，不会让人觉得很难把握和相处。

第五种，他提很多对你有益处的要求 他对你要求很多，但是都很合情合理，而且这些要求对你有好无坏。这样的男友是真心爱护你的。

第六种， 他胸襟开阔

宽容忍让两人发生争执，通常是他最先让步。他懂得如何表达自己，并耐心听你说话，如果你是对的，他能够承认错误；即使你不对，他也愿意原谅你。有话可以好好讲，不会动不动就拉下脸来，送你一脸的表情暴力。也不会为一点小事发脾气或赌气，自虐虐人。

第七种，他喜欢小动物

善待你的宠物 通常这样的人都有一颗爱心。你可以从他对待宠物的方式了解他的待人接物。对动物有爱心的男人，也一定会照顾好自己的家人和伴侣。而一个会在路上踢打流浪猫狗的男人，都有暴虐的天性。

第八种，他有自己的爱好

有运动的习惯 有某种运动爱好的男子，较容易找到情绪的出口，不会没事找事的折磨你，和一个心中有热情的男人在一起时，日子就会充满乐趣。一个能在生活中找到自己爱好的那人一定会给人生机勃勃的感觉。

第九种， 他对感情无怨无悔

专一的定义并非是他只能一生爱一人，而是每爱一个人的时候他都一心一意。如果他曾经有过刻骨铭心的感情经历，并为此真心付出过，那么至少可以证明他是个深情，敢于承诺的男人。一个愿意为感情破裂分担部分责任的男人。

第十种， 愿意倾听你的苦恼

向他倾诉是安全的他能开诚布公地与你沟通，他懂得倾听，知道什么时候该说话，什么时候该闭嘴。你不会害怕对他表达，当你和他分享自己的感受与思想时，能觉得安全。良好沟通的基础是信任，在他面前，你确信不会因为表达内心深层想法而遭受到嘲笑或伤害。这就叫安全感。

第十一种， 不会因为朋友而忽略你

他有正常的社交圈，有彼此信赖的好朋友，也重视他们，但他不会为了朋友而把你晾在一边。他能够独立思考和行动，而非唯朋友是从。并且，不需要你耳提面命，他就能清楚掌握女朋友与异性朋友的分界。



同感の話、轉=)

终于明白，原来太爱一个人，受伤的始终是自己。我只想问你：“伤害我你会心疼吗？”
有一天，你若是能进到我的心里，你一定会落泪，因为那里都是你给的伤悲；有一天，若是我能进到你的心里，我也一定会落泪，因为里面都是你的无所谓。




伤我,你心不痛吗?
如果我离去 永远地永远地 消失在你的世界里
你会不会 在某个清醒的午后 想我想到心痛
如果有一天 在街上看到我的手 被别人 紧紧地握着时
你会不会 冲动地 告诉我 你依然爱我
如果 有一天 我要死掉
临死前 就是想看你一眼
你会不会 不顾一切地
回到我身边
如果有一天 我忘记了你 不再爱你
你会不会 不习惯






有一天，杯子对主人说：＂我寂寞，我需要水，给我点水吧．＂主人说：＂好吧，拥有了想要的水，你就不寂寞了吗？＂杯子说：＂应该是吧．＂于是，主人把开水倒进了杯子里．水很热，杯子感到自己快融化了，杯子想，这就是爱情的力量吧．然后，水变温了，杯子感觉很舒服，杯子想，这就是生活的感觉吧．后来，水变凉了，杯子感到害怕了，怕什么他也不知道，杯子想，这就是失去的滋味吧．慢慢地，水凉透了杯子绝望了杯子想，这就是缘分的＂杰作＂吧．杯子说：＂主人，快把水倒出去，我不需要了．＂但是主人不在．杯子感觉自己快压抑死了，可恶的水，凉凉的，放在心里，感觉好难过．杯子奋力一晃，水终于走出了杯子的心里，杯子好开心，突然，杯子掉在了地上．杯子碎了，临死前，看见了它心里的每一个地方都有水的痕迹，它才知道，它爱水，它是如此的爱着水，可是，它再也无法把水完整地放在心里了．杯子哭了，它的眼泪和水溶在一起，它奢望着能用最后的力量再去爱水一次.






终于明白：不爱的时候状态最好......



但凡有过感情经历的人，最深的体会是，不爱的时候状态最好。



爱一个人的时候，你的心思都在他的身上，想着他，盼着他，担心是他，发愁是他，期望是他，失望是他，一颗心都在他人身上时，便没有了自己。你的喜怒哀乐，都是因了外在的原因。而一切的付出和期待，往往得到的是失望。期望越大，失望也越大。



不爱的时候，你的心思才收回到自己身上，为了自己的健康去合理地衣食住行，为了自己的美丽随心所欲地打扮，想成什么样就什么样，想做什么人就做什么人，不必考虑他人的眼光。这时你才能感觉到彻底的心灵上的自由和解放，完全为自己的喜好而活着。

This is a new day for me. A new me, with a smile on my face.

New year new hope new aim.

Success here I come. =)