One Step Further

Sometimes i was thinking, maybe is my attitude problem, too serious also not a good thing. Exam is around the corner, next week already study week, i still busy hang out with my friend, i also don't know what i want from myself. Maybe result not important for me anymore? Last time i work so hard to get good result just want to get attention from u, but there is no point i continue to do that. I'm always talking crap.

I got no direction right now, maybe someday i will meet the one who give me my destiny. Or maybe my fate is to be alone. I'm admit that i'm the kind of person that looking for perfection, thats why until now i still single. Let's the god decide then, i also not very clear what in my heart, maybe i should stay distance from u? Heaven know.

So now what? Enjoy first and die later? Undecide.

Finally almost finish my 2nd sem, still have another 2weeks then my study week. For me, this sem rili wonderful, full of fun. At first, our hang out group will hang out every week, mainly on Wednesday, having a lots of fun, go eat a lots of things, sing k eri week.

Just sad about one thing, shud have trip this week to Genting, but due to some problem, den have to cancel it. Hopefully the Kuantan trip will on, cozs i love beach so so so much. I wan to have BBQ!! So long never try the feeling of lying on the beach at the night and blowing the wind.

Another sad thing is final coming, but i haven start to study, really wait die only. Then i having external paper soon, sometime i also duno how to divide myself to study. Really have to manage my time well. Btw, enjoy first!!

Our 'You Yi Tiao' gang! Friendship forever!!

Finally my mid sem was finished, was quite happy that the paper is not that hard that i thought, maybe i'm not get very high score in the exam, but at least i will not fail in the exam.

Maybe i'm not really care my pointer, i'm not want to get the first in my study, i just want to gain knowledge, the result? I'm dun really care.

The following week will be a very busy week for me, presentation, prepare for final, the last, exam P. I'm not sure i can do it anot, but i will do my best. I believe that nothing is impossible. Sometime i know that i was overconfident, but without confident u don't have any succeed chance.

Fight! Fight for my life!

Another paper down. Don't know how my result will be but what i sure is i had did my best, no regret.

Next paper will be the bio paper, quite a long time didn't stdy bio and it will be hard time for me. 2days more, shud be can finish if i can concentrate. Don't think others anymore, just focus!!

The forward month also will be busy month, after my mid sem paper, next is final, then external paper. I can't delay on my external paper anymore, i will register for May. I will make sure i will do it the best, i will serious this time.

Sometime i will think that how are u there? Without me shud be nothing for u rite? I will live on my own, I will live happily, don't worry.

Happy go lucky!!

Still in the exam season, i think only left our course still have mid sem exam on this time, but final coming soon also. I feel i was not enuf time, i plan to take exam P on May but my final finish on end of April.

2more papers on next week, but i haven start to read. There is mountain of thing that i have to read and memories, it sound great rite? Maybe i going to fail it. Still got another 4 week lecture den i officially finish my 2nd sem lecture. Time pass so fast and i going finish my first year with nothing. Sounds funny.

Btw, work hard!! Gambateh!!

Most of the time i was wondering what i want. And most of the time the answer is i also dunno what i want, then i expect other to know what i want?

Mid sem coming soon, but i was no mood to study, still can laugh loudly, maybe i know that i wun fail, cozs if u wan to fail, it is a impossible mission. Just know my calculus mid sem mark, not very high but i'm still satisfy with it. I noe that my math is not very good, but that paper i did my best on it, so nothing to complain also. Still got another 3 mroe papers to go. First is Economics, well, it was nothing to worry about cozs i was expect that the lecturer will give us same as the past year, so just stdy the past year is enuf. Then next is Linear Algebra, the sub that i quite worry about, cozs from the start of the sem, i never listen to the lecture, and i think not much of the student listen to him anyway, so just depends my luck then. Then the last one is Alam dan Manusia, the sub that i hate the most and useless sub, is stdy about Bio. After F5 i thought that i no nid to stdy bio again, and i was so glad and say that i dun have to stdy bio anymore, and i was wrong. Now i nid to memories the names of the insert and those stupid things, hate it man!

Sometime i also wondering 21 Dec 2012 is it really the end of the world, cozs if it is a truth then i dun think i will sit at there and wait die, i have to finish all the thg that i want to do, i dun1 to regret when the day was come. Erm, what i hope now is i can find a gal that really love me, and she can work 2gather with me in my life den is enuf. Haha, think too much, if u cant promise to bring happiness to a person, u think that person will live 2gather with u?

Anyway, love myself and be myself.

Its the time to write about my cny celebration, can considered as celebration? Got no idea. xD

2 days b4 cny me and my family were went to Genting to have a family trip, it shud be held on last year my birthday, but due to some reason was postponed. Finally we went there, there was super duper cold since it was a rainy day, we cant go for theme park as initial plan and we changed to eat buffet, it was a nice lunch. There is variety of food, included japanese, chinese, malay, indian and many more.

After we finish our lunch, we check in our hotel, First World Hotel. As usual, after our lunch sure felt sleepy and we all take 1hour nap. After that we was walking around, and I was tried to enter casino, first time went to Star World, failed, check my IC. Then 2nd plan, walk to Casino De Genting thought can enter, at first was so happy that no ppl was check me, walk few step, someone called us, is the security, OMG!! Have to leave finally, damn bad luck rite? Den have Bak Kut Teh as my dinner and i went to room sleep and my family was go into casino, that night was a bored night cozs only me can't enter casino!!

That night was super cold, i think was around 10degree celcius and we can saw all ppl talking and got mist come out, since at Malaysia this type of situation is very hard. Nothing special that nite, after walking around at the first world plaza den went bek room and continue sleep.

2nd day, also as usual walk around and take picture. 2nd day we take MCD as our lunch, but don't think that MCD is like normal price Value Lunch, there is no such thing at there and normal set also around rm15+. Just have a prosperity burger and hope a prosperity year also. =) We bek on around 1pm.