One Step Further

Finally finished my exam, super happy right now cause 2mrw going to Kuantan. Hope this trip will be a memorable trip!!

Please be patient wait for my blog update. Stay tuned. Haha

Time flow so fast, and here come to the end of the study already, seems like i still hanging around and didn't study, looks like i still din't know how to write 'die' this word.

Getting older and older, so fast i have finished 2sem of study. Yesterday night i was thinking back the past and thinking one person, that person is a very kind girl, that time she was planning all those things for us but no one was appreciate. Sometime i feel that human is sucks, must till the moment that they lose it, only know to appreciate. The friendship is not there anymore only think to rebuilt it.

I admit that there is alot of things that i feel regret, but there is no way to turn the time back, what i can do only learn to appreciate the people around me, those are really care for me. I also lose a lot of time that seeking the girl that i want and after that only i know that, the girl that i want to find actually not yet appear. One day.... The day will come.

Don't think much dy, focus for my final and focus on my exam that coming soon. I will success anyway without you.

Again sitting in front of the pc and do nothing at there, but i was no mood to do my revision. Feel damn bored of my study, especially linear algebra, jz a boring subject.

What the Hell! Have to find back my spirit to study. It is the good day if the weather is not that hot, hope rain come soon and i will able to find back my mood. =)

Another one week then officially my final exam start, actually I'm super stress right now, c the notes from the lecturer and i cant even unds, no one can help me at this time, juz can crack my head and try to unds that. Still like normal, ppl wun saw the 'stress' from my face, i will still playing around with my silly face, but got who rili can unds what's in my heart?

Work harder and harder, another's 2 years to go only. I must get at least 2 paper of the preliminary exam. I got no idea i will success anot, btw i will do my best, i will never let others to look down on me. Gambateh!!

Sometimes i was thinking, maybe is my attitude problem, too serious also not a good thing. Exam is around the corner, next week already study week, i still busy hang out with my friend, i also don't know what i want from myself. Maybe result not important for me anymore? Last time i work so hard to get good result just want to get attention from u, but there is no point i continue to do that. I'm always talking crap.

I got no direction right now, maybe someday i will meet the one who give me my destiny. Or maybe my fate is to be alone. I'm admit that i'm the kind of person that looking for perfection, thats why until now i still single. Let's the god decide then, i also not very clear what in my heart, maybe i should stay distance from u? Heaven know.

So now what? Enjoy first and die later? Undecide.

Finally almost finish my 2nd sem, still have another 2weeks then my study week. For me, this sem rili wonderful, full of fun. At first, our hang out group will hang out every week, mainly on Wednesday, having a lots of fun, go eat a lots of things, sing k eri week.

Just sad about one thing, shud have trip this week to Genting, but due to some problem, den have to cancel it. Hopefully the Kuantan trip will on, cozs i love beach so so so much. I wan to have BBQ!! So long never try the feeling of lying on the beach at the night and blowing the wind.

Another sad thing is final coming, but i haven start to study, really wait die only. Then i having external paper soon, sometime i also duno how to divide myself to study. Really have to manage my time well. Btw, enjoy first!!

Our 'You Yi Tiao' gang! Friendship forever!!

Finally my mid sem was finished, was quite happy that the paper is not that hard that i thought, maybe i'm not get very high score in the exam, but at least i will not fail in the exam.

Maybe i'm not really care my pointer, i'm not want to get the first in my study, i just want to gain knowledge, the result? I'm dun really care.

The following week will be a very busy week for me, presentation, prepare for final, the last, exam P. I'm not sure i can do it anot, but i will do my best. I believe that nothing is impossible. Sometime i know that i was overconfident, but without confident u don't have any succeed chance.

Fight! Fight for my life!